I hold him as he cries and wonder...
Is this how you felt
when it was me that cried?
As I held on to you like,
you were my life?
Did you try to make yourself
feel what I felt?
But, somehow
couldn't manage to feel anything at all,
except for guilt?
Did you try to stay
just to make me happy?
Did you want to love me
because I was good?
Did you feel bad because
you couldn't give me,
What I wanted most from you?
Did you try to convince yourself
that you could be happy,
with me
just loving you?